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well through the weekend I have been wearing make up. Each day like I said. As I interacted with more and more people, I noticed more things. 
Weekend thoughts: 
1. I have come to the conclusion that without make up, my insecurities and flaws flourish and I seep deeper into my demolishing self esteem. 
Before i started this I was beginning to have more and more confidence. *Side note* then I started this and... It has nearly vanished... When I don't wear make up. So.. Conclusion of the conclusion: I'm only pretty with make up on. Without it, I'm less than average.
2. A little boy in my brothers class stopped me in the hallway today, he said "hey RaeAnn- woah! I didn't know you have blue eyes! You look different today..." Even children that I see seldom have noticed the difference make up makes. Where I aim flattered by the compliments, I'm also silently being down on myself about how I look without make up. Where make up gives me confidence, it also destroys it. 
I fear I have already become dependent on the beauty products.
3. Talking to people I see and message daily I've noticed they compliment me more and are more aware of my features. I've been having the same thoughts, what is a compliment ends up becoming an insult. (Of course, it's all my mentality. I don't have these thoughts on purpose. I try to brush them away, but they do not leave easily.) 
even when I am not wearing make up I receive compliments about how I look while I wear make up. 

**side note: before I change something about myself, especially physically I always make myself (at least) come to terms with that trait. Or even embrace the trait. Once I do that, I can work at changing it. I feel that if I do this, then it helps me not change so much for others and my insecurities, but for myself and improving what God has given me.
example: if I want to change my weight, first I would learn to love my weight. Once I do, I sit down and think about why I would like to change my weight and list the pros and cons. Then I set out and do it. 


Destinee RaeAnn
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
I am an aspiring actress who also writes on the side... my hobby! I think of acting as a career and writing as an addiction. I don't write for anyone but myself, so this step, putting my work out in the world, is kind of difficult (as it is for everyone)... Well, I hope you enjoy this!

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The-Scribbly-Fairy Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2015  Student General Artist
Hey, just wanted to let you know that I'm switching accounts. My new account is :iconprojectedshadows:, and I'll be getting rid of my old account in a little bit.
FadedPaper Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Student Writer
Thanks for the fave
leafclan99 Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! I'm sorry I didn't say something sooner. I've been on a bit of a hiatus thing.
TaranJHook Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the favourite! :D  Hope you're enjoying the story so far
von-Kleist Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday! Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D 
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TaranJHook Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for following my nonsense!:happybounce: 
The-Scribbly-Fairy Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday! :cake: :cake: :cake: :icontardhugplz:
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The-Scribbly-Fairy Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2013  Student General Artist
Hi! Hi!


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Send This To All Your Friends!!!! (Or Random People – Strangers Need Love Too!!)
The-Scribbly-Fairy Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2013  Student General Artist
Hello~ :D :la: :iconlaplz: Hope you have a wonderful day!
The-Scribbly-Fairy Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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