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well through the weekend I have been wearing make up. Each day like I said. As I interacted with more and more people, I noticed more things. 
Weekend thoughts: 
1. I have come to the conclusion that without make up, my insecurities and flaws flourish and I seep deeper into my demolishing self esteem. 
Before i started this I was beginning to have more and more confidence. *Side note* then I started this and... It has nearly vanished... When I don't wear make up. So.. Conclusion of the conclusion: I'm only pretty with make up on. Without it, I'm less than average.
2. A little boy in my brothers class stopped me in the hallway today, he said "hey RaeAnn- woah! I didn't know you have blue eyes! You look different today..." Even children that I see seldom have noticed the difference make up makes. Where I aim flattered by the compliments, I'm also silently being down on myself about how I look without make up. Where make up gives me confidence, it also destroys it. 
I fear I have already become dependent on the beauty products.
3. Talking to people I see and message daily I've noticed they compliment me more and are more aware of my features. I've been having the same thoughts, what is a compliment ends up becoming an insult. (Of course, it's all my mentality. I don't have these thoughts on purpose. I try to brush them away, but they do not leave easily.) 
even when I am not wearing make up I receive compliments about how I look while I wear make up. 

**side note: before I change something about myself, especially physically I always make myself (at least) come to terms with that trait. Or even embrace the trait. Once I do that, I can work at changing it. I feel that if I do this, then it helps me not change so much for others and my insecurities, but for myself and improving what God has given me.
example: if I want to change my weight, first I would learn to love my weight. Once I do, I sit down and think about why I would like to change my weight and list the pros and cons. Then I set out and do it. 

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Destinee RaeAnn
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I am an aspiring actress who also writes on the side... my hobby! I think of acting as a career and writing as an addiction. I don't write for anyone but myself, so this step, putting my work out in the world, is kind of difficult (as it is for everyone)... Well, I hope you enjoy this!
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